Don't Call it a Comeback, I've been here for years

This month i turn 35.

Thats an interesting age. Young enough to view the world going forward with excitement but old enough to know that the path will be not be easy. At this age, i have seen a friend die. I have had my wife hold my hand as my father passed and i have held hers as she said goodbye to hers. At the same time, i have seen my two beautiful daughters grow, my elegant angel and my fiery princess.

I have had successful years and hard years. I have had mornings where motivations are low and then perfect days. I have learnt to dream and to realise and to let go. I know never to make policy statements. I know support as i have the strongest, my iron rose. I have fought and compromised.SO many lessons and the most important, i know what it is to be adored and to adore.

2009 was the year of insecurity and it struck me very personally and i forgot these lessons. I heard but did not listen. I laughed but quietly.

Then i held a candle as my godson was baptised and touched his forehead with a cross. I celebrated Christmas the way it was - surrounded by laughter and noise and with family away from our lives and in holiday. I returned to this home but not home and the New Year was here with friends and family and a perfect night. I was recharged.

2010 will be an extremely hard year. In Korea this year marks the turn of a 60yr cycle, and they refer to this year as the White Tiger and its an auspicious year. I feel it and i believe it will be a great year. I start every year with a motto and this is my 2010 motto - "Don't call it a comeback, i've been here for years".

All my experiences, good and bad has brought me to this very point - this excitement to face 2010 and to overcome every obstacle. Bring it on as i am recharged, on fire and motivated. This ain't no Comeback, i've been here for years.

d.

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happiness sometimes does not come with money or fame but sometimes with just the quiet nobility of knowing you have led a good life. - Peyton Sawyer Scott